being 41 years old,

having a overly dependent mother

who calls him more than 10 times over 15 min,

who follows him everywhere he go,

who's live revolves around him.

having a brother thats mentally ill,

no means of communicating to him,

he does wat ever he pleases

living in his own own.

in his world,

theres ONLY him.

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for his family,

he sacrificed his life,

his look, his friends,

his personal space,

EVERYTHING.

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a family, living in a shelter,

where dust are over a year old,

dead cockroaches everywhere,

a toilet so stenched you cant spend seconds in there,

its never a place for human to live in.

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this is the life of a 41 years old man,

of cos, alot worst than wat ive typed.

but he never gave up on his family,

despite all the distraction his mother give him,

despite having no one to love,

no friends to hang out with,

he never once wanna give up.

he desires to keep the family together.

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Love,

keeps him going.

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"love your neighbour as yourself"

isnt that wat God tells us?

to love everyone,

and lets be clear and more exact,

our enemy.

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lets face it, its never easy.

to be selfless,

to forsake ourselves.

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but are we trying?

we kno we can NEVER be life Jesus.

forsaking his life,

forsaking His throne,

forsaking His majesty,

coming down to earth,

poor, born in a manger,

humiliated, whipped,

spat, hit, knocked down,

nail, spear, so so much more.

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we can never be like Him,

but we can WAN TO be like him.

As Christian, we have no benchmark.

yes we often set benchmarks!

at least i love him more than you do.

at least i'm better than you.

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who is the "you"

they're still humans.

humans are imperfect too!

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WE ARE the sat of the earth!

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how can a salt looses its flavour?!

we can never love anyone as Jesus did,

but we can try our very best,

with our human capabilities.

not living our souls to another,

putting others first,

its never easy,

but we have to do it(:

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Jesus first,

Others, then

You.

JOY.

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WBC,

Won By Christ,

let us unite and be salt of the earth(: